Wednesday, January 12, 2005

voice of my little heart...

assalamualaikum...welcome2 to 2005...lame da rasenye x mnulis2 kt blog ni..i did have once b4 but it was deleted without any notice..huhu...ni pon sbnanye dijemput utk mencoret idea2 yg x bes kt tuan rumah blog ni...sorry for being late here...i'll try my best,insyaAllah..

as time goes by,byk mnde yg da happen lately...b4 tirai 2004 belabuh aritu,satu dunia digegarkan dgn brite gempa bumi tsunami...tidal waves...yg mainly kne kt Acheh,Sri Lanka,India,Thailand and not forgotten Malaysia too.time tu,tgh duk surf2 online articles,then one of my fren sent me an offline msg to read the latest news kt utusan...tekejut sgt time tu..the 5th largest earthquack since 1900...dgn skala 9.0 richter, rasenye da agak besa kalo nk kire...tu la kan kuasa Allah...bile2 Allah leh tunjuk...tringt mase f2 ke f3 blaja Geografi..Malaysia bukan negara2 dlm linkaran gempa bumi...mase tu fikir cm da slamat la sket...skali gedebuk....on last 26th Dec,M'sia was affected...

aritu ade tgk satu video ni psl tsunami ni..sedey sgt..xtau nk crite caner...ade sorg Muslim sister ni,dier duk kt Indonesia, n i forgot her whereabout..might be Acheh kot..time tu sister ni nk buat cm kenduri kot kt umah dier...skali ttbe bile tsunami ni happen,dier cm tekejut sgt n sempat la dier ter-record wat happen time tu..skali gus je ombak dtg..hanyut sumer...i cudn't imagine if i was there...dgn ramai org yg terkorbannye..mayat bergelimpangan..skrg pon tgh dlm usaha mncari mayat2 kt kwnsn Acheh tu...dekat Maldives,most of the places time tu flooded..dkt Malaysia plak...mainly kne kt Kuala Muda n belah2 utara..ramai nelayan2 ngn umah2 yg kt tepi laut tu musnah...sedey sgt...ade yg hilang family..anak2..mak ayah..cube bygkn kalo one of our beloved person affected dlm tsunami ni...i cudn't imagine how i'm going to face this rite now if Allah chosen me to being there...

sumer ni ade reasons knape Allah jadikan..n this life wasn't tested and made nothing without any purposes....He's the one and the only one Creator...He knows all the reasons behind this...aritu byk articles that i've found said that this is a sign of Day of Judgement...some of them ade yg claimed kate Allah nk tunjukkn bala kt umat akhir zaman ni...byk yg claim kate tu kate ni..but deep in my heart says..wateva it is, we as the servants of Allah should feel something on what Allah created....should feel sad..should feel sympathy..should be sensitive....

kalo nk kire,Acheh tu tmpt pengembangan islam yg terbesar kt Indonesia...n tsunami ni dah mngorbankn brape percentage ntah dari Indonesian population aritu...and i think that maybe Allah want to show something to all Muslims in this world...n alhamdulillah byk da tebukak mata after this happen....we should think deeply on this...n wat i'm thinking now...we should contribute sumthing to our community..to our sisters....to our brothers in Islam...if we cudn't afford to go there n visit them,at least our heart n our mind have to think about them...pray for them...may Allah alwez give them strength to face all these stuffs...let's we imagine if all these things happen to us?do anyone think about us?do anyone take care about us?huhu..

last sunday, i went to work as usual at this local ppl here..i was so surprised when the first question came from her mouth when seeing me.."how's ur freinds in M'sia? did they affected by the tidal waves?" mase tu reaction muka dier cm concern sgt...nmpk sedey dier time tu...time tu smpat gak la sembang2 ngn omputih tu...dier sedey sgt2 n still tekejut ngn tsunami tu...tegamam skjp mase denga omputih tu ckp...how she can feel towards that extend even if the tsunami didn't affected her family,her country,and nothing at all?...

lepas smbang2 ngn omputih tu,dier punye la besmangat kate yg esok harinya,kt aussie ni ade charity cricket match special utk raise fund for donating to tsunami victims in Acheh...night b4 that,all tv stations here united and they managed to have fund raising up to $AUD20millions...and all hospitals here have started to send some of their respective specialists and doctors to Acheh...alhamdulillah...at least some helps were given from here eventhough this came from a western country..and i think there are other countries too doing the same things...giving out food..donating money...distributing clothes...what's our own contribution..?insyaAllah,i strongly believe that at least our hearts have an answer to that question...alhamdulillah..all praises are only to Allah...

i think,it's too much here now...hope all these stuffs can let our mind think and ponder for a while...Allah doesnt create something without any reason...hope by this can give us some benefits n strengthen our attachment towards Allah,insyaAllah...from Allah we come and to Allah we should return...sorry if anything wrong comes from me here...i look foward to seeing all u guys nextime,insyaAllah...wassalam...

-SA-